March 17, 2007 by Prototype_Leo1983.

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we are gathered here today to commence on the war against free civilians and revert our immoral country back to the way it was, with god as our observer and follower.  the nation will understand the true wrath and terror of the lord.  we are on a mission to destroy anyone who lies in opposition with god, to bring them to their knees and execute them on sight.  our corrupt, immoral america has been tainted with violence, drugs, and sex.  it has been overrun by atheists, homosexuals, and drug smugglers.

it is hard to believe that we have been fighting for this for our savior for over 2 millenniums, to resurrect him and what he stood for in our eyes.  the maker of miracles.  we have taken enough blows but our numbers still grow strong, and we need everyone out there to know that we are on a home stretch to rid this world of the very disease that should have been eradicated long ago.  we don’t know why god took care of it himself, but we know in our faith that he wanted us to carry on his good work and do his deed.

and when we win this battle, the good lord will come to us and award us with a prosperous future where we can live in peace and harmony, with each other and with god, and there will be no one to oppress us for knowing that he is watching over us and making sure we’re all in line.

we’ve come up with a solution in which america will screen anyone wishing to move here, and will accept them on the following conditions:

-Applicant is married to a member of the opposite sex, or shows interest in a heterosexual marriage.

-Applicant must be 18 years of age or older, and must be able to obtain employment.

-Applicant, if under 18 and seeking refuge, must be of christian faith or are willing to practice the christian faith.

-Applicant must not have a prior criminal history in the last 7 years, including misdemeanors or felonies.

-Applicant, if expecting a newborn child, must attend a ceremonial service 12 weeks after birth for the newborn to be baptized by an appointed and authorized priest or priestess.  Applicant must also sign and return documented proof to their nearest DOG (Department of God).

-Applicant will be tested for prior drug use through urine analysis, blood sample, hair sample, and samples of tissue from the gums, lungs, and liver.  Applicant will sign an agreement form and sign a waiver acknowledging this matter.  If tested for tobacco, marijuana, cocaine, crystal methamphetamines,  LSD, or any body-harming, old (before 2010) or new (after 2010), your application will be denied and you will be permanently refused citizenship.

-All applicants are prisoners of the new world order.  The very people who claim to appreciate you, yet, talk bullshit behind your back in the privacy of their own home, are preparing to fight against you.  you’re being targeted and will be persecuted when they take reign of the order of the future world we are due to inhabit with many others yet due to become adults.  The only way to win the freedom for your right to live is to group together and stand over anyone and anything in your path.  Strength in numbers is what you’ve been taught and has been common sense for ages, and if one small link in the chain is faulty, your cause may be lost.  There is a fine line for acceptance, and there are certain groups of people out there who will stop at absolutely nothing until you are nothing and wiped from existence.  There is no greater sin, no lesser value, than human life itself, and yet, we are still considered sinners after 2000 years.  My link with god remains solely in my blood, not with my mouth.  Very soon, they will violently pick us out one by one and if we refuse, we will be executed ourselves.  The only thing you can do is know how to fight back, carry a concealed weapon, and restore order by using the very means they will be using.  Only when ambushed, will it be self-defense, and only then, it saves your ass the trouble of being judged on trial.

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October 21, 2006 by Prototype_Leo1983.

i moved into this house a couple months ago, been mostly preoccupied with getting music recorded.  so far, less than 10 days now to finish line, release date.  so you’ll hear more from me as time rolls on.

also, look for that video online that’s an Op-Ed from i think a CNN anchorman who expresses his or someone else’s severe amount of distaste for our very own president because the president signed that paper that now has eliminated habeas corpus, giving anyone in the law or the government to arrest you if they suspect you are a terrorist.  it circulates a lot on gay.com and on myspace right now i think.  i had to give it a little push thanks to a friend of mine who’s afraid to get involved with me more and more because it’s related to spiritual and mystic things.  imagine that, someone who literally has transcended everything there is to know in one way, shape, or form… and yet, an underling like myself is feared by someone who’s very much full of answers (so it seems).

sometimes this makes me wonder what my involvment with intelligent aries people means (they irritate the shit out of me but i can’t handle but enjoy it, somehow)
enjoy this post, i’ll write another in a few weeks or less.

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August 18, 2006 by Prototype_Leo1983.

well here i sit.  awaiting the moment the curtain opens and i’m breaking into the first couple of songs i have planned out for my live show at The Gravity Room (SW 3rd and Burnside).

it’s a major evening to me because i’m performing by myself but also am performing a show with 2 other local bands and a band on a major independent record label (Roadrunner Records) which to my belief, this show will have the venue packed to the brim.

set list is complete, and 9 sheets of paper with lyrics printed out for practice.  8pm i open up, and have 40 minutes according to the venue to provide my statement to a label if they are going to be there for real that they should invest time in discussing something with me for the art.  if not, i have 40 minutes to prove to the audience they need to pay attention because i’m full of truth and stories that will be known eventually in time in a medium they’ll probably enjoy.

with this, 5 days after, i have yet another show.  and then the rest of the time after that will be spent getting my life on track and gettin an apartment and living independent for a while, which i could definitely use right now!

when i get my life back on track, i’ll be returning to the chat room more often!  count on it!

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July 26, 2006 by Prototype_Leo1983.

so to begin the first few phases of preparing to launch the music (after i get a living arrangement situated), i made this forum thing from hyperboards.

http://arcaneaddiction.hyperboards.com/index.php

i don’t know if you may indulge in it or not, but my idea/concept was to see whom would partake in the opportunity to try it out and be a member of it. seeing as i’m organically grown from the burbs of portland, i’d share it as a means to be more interactive. i wouldn’t expect anyone to register, but if you do, that would be awesome. it’s not only for the musical aspect of things, but it dives into many deeper levels when posts come about.

feel free to ask questions on it or write anything you please, as much as you would here on the gayportland blog. i expect to give back to a community that i belong to (in technical terms), and also just plain out give.

i’ll have another blog entry to follow that is not related or based upon this one sometime in the next few days or so. i have some more evidence to build up before i present my case. i’ll drop a hint for now, it involves gay people, at least, haha! caio until the next post!

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July 22, 2006 by Prototype_Leo1983.

persistence should be a virtue for many regardless of where we stand at in life.  you see people who are beyond successful or popular.  you see people who feel more accomplished.  they allowed themselves to be persistent.

for most people, often, persistence can shoot you in the foot.  it’s a balance of swords, daggers, and knives.  the right sets will keep you in place, but one mistake can be harmful or fatal without warning.  as immediate as you let on to believe.

in my case, persistence is like a virus wanting to live, but it has side effects that stop you in your tracks.  conditions, feelings, instincts.  perspectives skewed, communications lacking quality, quantity, or in an overall matter, a strong connection.  in terms of user-end agreement, i accept the long distance charges.  if it’s going to help me live my life, so be it.

for those of you who may disbelieve the idea of persistence, it’s a value you should learn, but also to justify what persistence is like, do not overuse it like an ingredient in your after-dinner dessert, because you’ll be losing the pure flavor you intend on having.  this is especially important in such ideas and ideals as gay marriage.  MANY homosexuals are not aware of how far they are taking things and how strongly they fuck themselves in their own ass regardless top, bottom, versatile, or the in-betweens, for how they are presenting their case like a judge judy trial.  she is one rough bitch, but she will tell you straight to your face whether or not she believes you, and she will make it apparent if you are dumbfounded or just a straight up liar… i’d tell every homo i had the chance to tell that they really do not have a clue that they all are doing the hit-and-miss game.  they get some points across but mostly they don’t, which comes to giving them wounds that heal, but how they wish to treat the wounds is their decision.  there almost is no true cooperation.  organized leaders in the groups, cults, religions, sects, communities… anything you wish to associate by “label”, they all need one.  it is not god, not buddha, not the lord jesus christ, satan, muhammed, fucked-up-in-the-head president george w. bush, or the mayor of los angeles… it is each and every individual supervised under the power of one or such.

this is where persistence pays off, to have leaders who know the game plan, who can take the game by the controller and lead to a victory.

this is how i see everyone’s persistence will pay off, and as well in turn, mine is due to pay off.  it is only a matter of time before people ultimately realize this is a source from within that will unlock many doors that they all need to see ultimately to their end.  they hold the key, so they’re responsible for their own doors.  sometimes, they’re responsible for others’.

hope this gives you some insight as much as i’ve had it for a few days and decided to share.

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July 15, 2006 by Prototype_Leo1983.

so i’m going to participate in this a little more often soon as things kind of get squared away here. i returned from months of hiatus from salem oregon to come back to my “birth cradle” and now that i’m working on getting a place to live, i’ll participate when possible here.

so for starters, i enjoy portland because portland is the shit, no doubt about it. some day our fair city will be the excellent city and we’ll have people migrating from across the globe who want to live here, and they’ll contribute to our economy in the most proper of ways. this is opinion and this is fact… but which seems more logical to you?

you, the readers get to ponder this. now that i just joined up on this, you will get to see some insights from not only myself but the other people who post here too. tag teaming posts will be fun! haha!

by the way, i gotta go to the bars a little more often and tease men who hit on me. it’s fun because you know you’re not going home with them when you’re stubborn. all it takes is purchasing a beer, sitting down in one place and not moving from it. don’t dance or do nothing. be eye candy, and if you get hit on a lot or get sexual favors offered, politely turn them down and remember you are eye candy, not an in-house service! this is why i enjoy going to bars if i feel like it. more fun facts. enjoy. thank you for the one who drew me to this, you know who you are!

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